I remember lying next to you.
Staring into your eyes.
Holding you in my arms.
Thinking this love would never die.
I remember the little things you'd do.
Just to make me laugh.
You could make me smile so easily.
But I haven't since you left.
Things just don't feel the same.
Without you being here.
I was so used to being next to you.
But without I have so much to fear.
The pain just builds up inside of me.
And the bridge that holds the pain is about to break.
I can't go on pretending I'm happy.
Along with this smile I have to fake.
I just want my life back.
And to feel the happiness again.
All Ive felt is pain.
From the second this came to an end.
Don't tell me you don't want me.
When deep inside I know you do.
Right now you may not realize it.
But you will once it hits you.
Ive given you my whole life.
Along with everything and more
Cause I actually thought this would be different.
Than any other time before.
Babi gurl I trusted you.
With my heart and my whole life.
But you took my heart and broke into.
Even after you did it without you it still doesn't feel right.
I am not complete.
And my heart is just not whole.
I love you with every little piece of it.
Along with my entire soul.
Life just makes no sense.
I feel like Ive lost it all.
I feel like I could die any second.
Or at any moment I could fall.
I just don't understand.
What really went wrong.
I don't know whether to let go or wait.
Although you're probably already gone.
Tears stream out my eyes.
Whenever I think of you.
At one time I was so happy.
But now babi I'm just down and blue.
