I Want To Die

I want to die
The pain just escalates
Making it hard to Incorporate
The beauty looking in from outside

I want to die
The bad thoughts never disintegrate
Making it hard to elaborate
On the feelings deep inside

I want to die
My heart is overwhelmed with hate
The voice loves to interrogate
The problems in my life

I want to die
I want shake of the disgrace
That I have shown myself in place
Of God and Life and Love