I’m watching the world pass me by like a jog of the past,
I’m fighting my demons, but losing myself a little more,
I just wanted to have you in my arms each night,
But I got scared of loving and losing; I know what I did was wrong,
I’ll always blame myself because that’s who I am,
I’m not going to give up on the way I feel about you,
Because I have no clue what the future holds,
The nights I think about you; I stare at the wall in daydreams,
I watch the stars fade into the morning sky,
The another day comes and goes; they all seem the same,
I feel like nothing without you, so cold and so numb,
I don’t feel like the me I once did without you,
I’ve been smiling at the moon and hope you’re thinking about me too,
It’s useless to tell you these feelings because they won’t get me anywhere,
Being strong seems to make you lose things; especially when you think being scared,
Is a weakness you just can’t have inside, I messed up I do not deny it,
But I’d love to spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you,
Somehow…I wish I could prove I’m not leaving, but my word is all I have to give…
