My life is falling apart,
Right before my eyes.
And I know I'm getting even closer,
To the event of my demise.
I feel it coming nearer,
As I chug a beer,
And I hear voices asking me,
Why did it have to end this way,
Overdosed laying in bed.
Couldn't have stayed just one more day.
I answer out loud no,
I'm hurting way too bad.
I'm feeling way too sad.
I envision my family and them
not even being sad.
Then I remember what I had.
It's been gone for a very long time now,
It's never coming back.
I close my eyes and try to picture my family,
but all I see is black.
Then I realize that this is the beginning,
of the event of my demise.
