I had given up my life, cause I felt so dead inside.
I had lost my believes in dreams, and only wished to hide.
I was planning to leave my life and die on my last journey,
but then I met an angel, she opened my eyes and made me see.
There are different people, different from those that I hate so much.
people who know where to put their value, people who I can truly trust.
That angel maybe does not know what's she means to me in my life
She's the builder of my dreams and keeps my veins away from a knife.
She is a life saver, and one day I will show her the intensity of my love,
I would die for her, burn for her, drown for her, she the only one I can think off.
I'll never find words with enough value to tell her how I really feel,
If we would meet I will lose the wall around my heart of which I thought was strong as steel.
She can say words with value, that mean more to me than anything that exists.
I would fight the whole world for her, with my bare fists.
Like I said, for her I would live a life of intense pain,
cause if I want it or not, she's the one inside my brain.
I would walk 10 times around the world, to show her what I feel.
I'm so crazy about her, that in her presence I almost would kneel.
Only to show her my deep respect for the help she always gives,
cause in my eyes she is the most lovely girl that lives.
I would swim across the ocean, just to let her know that I would do it for her.
I mean this so truly, that I freak myself out, that this kind of feeling can occur.
But she did truly save my life from all the drugs that I was taking, to lose all the pain.
This is not a lie for this poem, without her, I would be dead, or even worse, I would be insane.
She is the light that lits the dark path I took in life,
away from the mainstream and society, cause I rather catch a knife.
But dieing with this kind of feeling in my heart is what I always wanted.
I rather die with it, then that I would want to live without it......
