Thinking...

Breathing deeply,
staring far so away,
thinking back,
the way it used to be...

-SIGH-

Regrets comes into me,
wishing that i never told you everything,
"WHY?"
because PAIN,
HAPPiNESS,
PUZZLES in my mind,
HUNGER for your presence...

HmmpH...

All these things,
reminds me of you,
and keeps me wanting more from you...

You that makes me smile,
that take away my troubled pile,
You that makes me sad,
but finds a way to make me feel special,
You that makes me crazy,
because of the sweet words,
thats been buried in my mind,

But thinking all those words,
doesn't mean that you really mean it,
I just hope your not saying,
all those charming words,
but truly mean it to yourself,

Thinking all those phone calls made,
talking to you for hours,
makes me melt,
and just listening to your voice,
makes me happy and content inside,

even though your not here with me,
sight seeing for your physical feature,
but i guess physical feature is not important,
for rite now,
but the "love" that you have for me,
is surely important to me,

ALL THESE WISHES & HOPES of mine
will GOD be granted.[: