...i lost the love of my life on my birthday too but he was more than my love he was my friend..and reading this reminds me of all the old pain ive felt..and now...nothings right..i dread my birthday..i dread seeing his name..i dread his poems he made for me..but then again you have to think positive if something was ment to be in life it will return but if not then just know it left for a good reason......

Wow that was deep. I am soo confused about one the the friendships I am in right now. I don't know wat to do. I always thought we were meant to be friends... cuz we always fight then make up. but its causing so much stress in my life... so I don't know if its worth it...