Why won't you save me?

Wrists out stretched towards you
look at these scars
did you think that what I did was fun
i'm so sick of you hurting me and the teasing everyday
i'm just trying to make it though but i'm slipping
i cut it to a beat now
tear rip slit tear
can't you hear my screaming voice echoing in your head
after all i was always nice to you
but no you wished me dead how dare you
these tears fall flooding the world
but why should you care you don't think i'm human
i do have feelings like you did you know that
i'm the same as you we're all equal
can you here me
hello!
no you can't i'm speaking in my head again
i forgot oh well
one more silent tear runs down my cheek
so much words i'll never say running though my head
i'll just make another design
insigne with the beat of my heart
tear..
rip...
silt...
drip...
i try to catch my breath
i'm choking on my tears
can you here me
can you see me
will you save me
hello
your rate in front of me
i'm waving my arms
why won't you help me
please
fine
just sit there
relax
and watch me as I
cut

** i worte this for a contest on another site **

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