Anymore years

Theres nothing i can say to change the way i feel
but right now my hearts broken and you wont let it heal
for once in my life
i thought we were real
now i see the truth
a love that will kill
i want to say goodbye and let you go
but I'm in this trap with nothing to show
my soul is shattered and I'm feeling so low
yet i still love you,I'm sure you now
you tear me apart and throw me away
you cut me so deep with each word that you say
I've seen the evil in you since the first day
but still i pretended that it was ok
you see the pain when you look into my eyes
but that doesn't stop you from telling lies
every night i have to hide my silent cries
just thinking of a way to say my goodbyes
to stop this torture that you put me through
even if that means i will never see you
now my feelings have to start changing fast
no way could we ever last
i guess for you its just to much to ask
I'm sorry but for once I'm taking off this mask
if you ever even cared you would still be here
but now your leaving what i have always feared goodbye my love i will shed no tears
I'm just glad i didn't waist anymore years