I was never there..

I don't mean to hurt you
i just don't know what to say
or what else i can do

its not you i think about
its not you i long to see
I'm sorry this is happening
just blame it all on me

you treated me like your everything
but i just didn't feel love for you
even when i wanted to love you
that something my heart just couldn't do

when i said i was thinking of you
i was lieing
it was him on my mind
thats why i sat up at night crying

i hid the truth from you
replaced them with beautiful lies
now that i speak of the truth
all i can do is cry

I'm sorry for the pain
and all the despair
its just time for me to move on...but you shouldn't miss me
cuz...i wasn't ever there