Why did you leave me?

Why did you leave i feel so alone
I'm in the dark and the knife is calling
why did you leave me on my own

my thoughts are dark and i feel no hope
the floor turns dark as i cut my throat

the memories of my past flood my dying mind
the look on my face as i peer in the mirror
the time i took a test of paper thats lined

i only wanted to be loved and cared for
now i lay bleeding and scared more

I can only see darkness no white light approaches
no men in white gowns or horse and coaches

just cold darkness quiet and alone
as i pass away i sigh a small moan

you'll never know what you made me do
my last thought is that it will happen to you

so enjoy your remaining time breaking hearts
because you should know it just won't last

i loved you then and i love you still
but you will never pass the sacred hill

i remember the times we cuddled so happy
then u made me feel down and crappy

as i float soulless in the abyss
my only memory is of our first kiss...