The only way out

These emotions are unexplainable
Scared and shaking
Painful bleeding
Fear and running
Its not funny

Alone but surrounded every which way
So lucky but fragile and about to break

Face down into the gravel
I dont know whats next to happen
Im only specks of broken glass
I feel like Ive missed everything
Staying in the past

My f u c k i n heart is dust
My only option is to run

But theres nowhere better
No place I matter
Leave me here in this place
Let me continue being completly nothing
The only way out is forever
So I ponder whether I should cure it or suffer