As the silver blade slides across my skin
And the blood forms in beads
The numbness slips away
And I fell the pain of being left behind
Of all the months we spent together
Coming to a sudden stop
Ending so abruptly
That it left me hanging
Holding on to hope
Holding on to the thought of us
It still hasn't sunk in
It's like a bad dream
Where I wake up screaming
Crying for it to not be true
Begging for someone to hold me
And tell me it's going to be OK
But the only comfort I have
Is this silver blade
And the blood that seeps through the wounds
Reminding me that I'm alive
That I'm not dead without you