Loves

Lovers come and go many times in our life.
Some are special you just can't forget.
Then there are those who treated you bad.
Some of the good ones we treated wrong, for some reason we sabotaged our love life.
For one reason or another, like you felt you didn't deserve the other.
Though they may have put you on a pedestal, you felt you
didn't deserve it.
Been there done that!
I was the one that would call it off.
I admit there are times I felt I deserved less than what I had,or anyone that good who loved me oh so much.
So I would then find someone who wasn't good for me.
Those did eventually come to an end.
Now I want someone that is loving, kind, and true.
I pray that I've finally learned to first like an love myself before someone can give me the love they have.
That I won't try and sabotage that love they want to give.
Yes I know I deserve better then some I've had.
Keep in mind so do you!