MiSsiN hIm

I sit here and start to smile
I've been thinking about this for a while

You and me just having fun
Then i stop, i think im done

I remember all the times we had
Some were good and some were bad

You made me laugh, you made me cry
So many tears hide behind these eyes

If only you knew how much i miss u
How bad i want to really kiss you

Sometimes i sit and start to cry
at times i wish i would just die

Maybe some day you will know how i feel
Show you that my love for you is real

I want you to hold me all through the night
Hold me close, hold me tight

I thought that i would get over you
I thought i had enough
but losing your first love... now thats something tough