I need a friend

I need you now more than I ever could have,
because I have this feeling that I cant describe.
Although you express to me your infinite love,
I can't seem to escape this feeling of suicide.

I don't want to let you go, I need you to hold me,
I need your reassurance in this dark place.
I want you to stroke my hair, and put me at ease,
I want to forever feel your warmth and grace.

It's happened once before and you were there,
you stayed by my side and we sought it through.
Not once did you frown when you never understood,
instead you held me tighter and there sat us two.

If there was ever a time when I truly needed you,
that time has come, like it did then.
So please don't abandon me cause I don't understand,
the only thing I know is that I need a friend.