I almost jumped...(Part One)

When I had nothing,
you made me feel guilty.
You were suppose to be there,
and love me unconditionally.

I needed you most,
in my time of despair.
Yet that was the time,
I felt you didn't care.

I stood before you,
and all the rest.
As I took the blade,
and slit my wrist.

You said nothing,
didn't even move.
Just sat there staring,
while eating your food.

Then you asked me,
"do you think your cool?"
While you sat there,
thinking I was a fool.

My reply was "no,
I did it for your attention."
But that didn't matter,
you still wouldn't listen.