I just wanted you to know...

Now that you know all this,
i just wanna regret the day,
when i knew i was starting to like you,
because its just been bothering me,
and i finally told you all this stuff.
I'm relieved at the same time,
because i told you.

i really don't care of what you think,
and stuff or whether you like me or not,
because i'm not expecting anything or,
any answer from you.

i just wanna let this truth out of this hatred,
and now i hate this because this is the first time i told a guy,
that i like him. its usually the other way around,
but who cares right now, like i said,
i just want to let this out,
i really never expected this to happen,
that i ended up liking you so much,

all this is the truth,
and now i am trying to ignore you,
but pain, hatred, anger just swept inside me,

But hopefully someday,
i'll get over it quickly,
and now that i am writing this,
i hate myself because,
i let myself to like you,
because your so way out of my league,
too cool,
too popular,
All those charming words,
that maybe describe to you,
UGH!!!
-sigh-
*OUCH*

SO... careless
and TOO... stupid enough!

hope it wasn't that confusing
i just wrote this to let out my feelings