True loneliness...............

Angels cry as they watch us die
as are hearts darken
and our souls fill with sins
gods light slowly dims

the world changes for the broken hearted
full of evil demons
we fill up with sick thoughts
are minds are totally lost
anger tears us up inside
our bounders long pasted us by
our dreams are full of lies with no truths
our hopes are gone far away in some broken room
leaving not even a trace for us to know
what once was beautiful now is so cold

true loneliness
is true pain
it never leaves you night or day
it takes everything from you
it fills you with compete emptiness inside
it slowly drowns you in it hate
you drink you fill
for this is your new life
and you start to forget all that is right

all these years
are full of so many tears
wishfully dreams
and made up truths
full of anger and despair

what was real and what was truth
is fake and full of lies
somewhere inside is my soul, it is lost in a dark hole
i am sure now
that i will never find my way out
i locked all the doors
and throw away all the keys
for i was and am so afraid
so scare to come out

no where to go and all alone
been this way since the day
you left 15 years ago