He came back
appologising flat out
Everyone forgives him
But me... I can't
And i don't know why... but i just cant...
i don't know what to do
i have to be nice to him or i'll get into trouble...
i can't stand him 1 little bit.
but i guess thats just life...
somethimes we have to put up with things in life.
but somethings should be reported.
everyone has tried getting me to go to counciling...
But I can't go...
im scared of councilers... i don't know why... i just am.
My brother is a *********...
but i have to pt up with him like i do my dad.
i hate my dad.
i seen him beat my brother so many times...
and it's scared me on the inside and out...
i can't even stand to be in the same room as him...
and its been 7 years...
yea i no... some people might think it's strange... and others might think i'm parranoied...
but if you had of seen the anger in his eyes...
you would understand me more...
i've lived in fear ever since i was little...
and there's nothing i can do about it...
everytime he comes home... i pray...
i pray he doesn't start anything... i pray for my safety...
i pray that my life doesn't end that day...
