I was so afraid to let myself care,
It was my heart that I was terrified to share.
But I wasn't very smart,
And I let you into my heart.
I tried so desperately to ignore
How you made my heart sore,
All of your soft touches to my skin,
And how you always seemed to make me grin.
Like a predator in the night,
You snuck in silently so I could not fight.
This feeling grew steadily,
Making me loose my sight temporarily.
Until that is the day reality slapped me in my face,
And I had all I could do to keep my grace.
How could I have let myself slip,
Where did I miss a step and trip?
Although you were to blame,
And you were the one running game;
Somehow I felt as if it were my fault,
For I allowed this assault.
How did I lose my wall,
And let myself take this horrible fall?
You were like so many before,
Who had stomped my heart into the floor.
You took what you had desired,
until that is that you grew tired.
But you didn't move on,
You just tried to play me like a pawn.
But it was far to late,
No longer was I taking your bait.
You see I just realized where I made my first mistake,
So no longer will I allow my heart to ache.
I should have caught onto your lies,
I should have seen the deception in your eyes.
No need to dwell on things I can not change,
Nor the things that I had found so strange.
Ice quickly spreads thru my veins,
As I release these heavy chains;
On this heavy heart of mine,
I now wear a sign.
No more pain will I feel,
Eventually with time it will heal.
Until then the Witch is back,
And in her heart there are many cracks.
So if you see her walking in the rain,
Remember she knows all about pain
