Stupid

I am not stupid
Well I guess technically I really am
But no one shall know that
They would not understand
But why should I explain
Well i guess I will try
But please do not respond to this
And make me cry
I am stupid simply because I am
This is because I curse at my parents
And push help away
Sometimes i just don't know what to say
Wait theres more
I loose let people take advantage of me
And saying this it shall not happen no more
I wish some people would just leave
And get out of the way of the door
People love to make me cry
Make me wish i could just die
They make me wish that poem nightmare was true
So just leave i am through