Can't you see what you are doing to me?
Why the hell can't you just let me be?
What did I do that made you act this way?
I don't know what I did wrong, what can I say?
All of a sudden you don't talk to me anymore,
If I only had known this before.
Falling leafs on my face,
I feel the night's cold embrace.
Looking up to the stars in the sky,
I feel like I could die.
Hey, why shouldn't I just fade away?
Because you've stopped loving me this day.
I know my sister awaits me in the heavenly sky,
Well, I guess this means goodbye.
So long to all my friends and people for whom I care,
Throw my ashes way up in the wind so I can be everywhere.
The wind will bring me to the place I want my body to be,
Even if I am only ashes, at least then you are near me.
So then I can see you with that other guy,
The reason for my early goodbye.
I know I have a whole life before me and there are so many things I could do,
But my love, they don't mean a thing if I can't do them with you.
Therefore I have decided the way I did,
Now you're gone, my life is worth shit.
I can't go on like I did the past few days,
I'm getting weaker day by day.
I truly hope that you get happy with your new love life.
Obviously you didn't want to be my wife.
I don't know when or how I lost you,
I only know that you're gone,
There's nothing that I can do,
And I can't face life alone.
I am weak and I have lost the fight,
And so I walk into the white shining light.
I hope you will live your life as happy as can be,
And me? I am walking to my dead sister, she's waiting for me.
Heavens gate closes behind me and for the last time I look down,
I see my dead body lying on the cold muddy ground.
My body, it is so fragile now it is dead,
All caused with a well placed shot in the head.
All I think is: Why was this end meant to be?
But there is no one crying for me.
