Ready to scream

Forgiveness
But just for hate to rise again
Im sorry
Doesnt mean anything

For once could you be loving
And stop the pain from coming

I hurt
I bleed
But you dont even notice
Im ready to scream
I cant breathe
Panic washes over me
And its all that you dont see
Cuz you dont wanna see

Youre killing me
Youre really killing me

I hide bloodshot eyes
With black makeup circling
Just because I cant let
Anyone know Im broken

I hide the proof of another attack
I cover the evidence
And force a smile
So you cant hurt me one more time
I pretend everything is fine
When I should be screaming
For someone to help me