One More Time

Tell me those words
you would tell me before i was four
whisper to my ear
i love you
shout to my heart
ill love you more tomorrow
lets talk about boys at dinner
how i have a secret crush
come to school for lunch
sit with me and my friends
everyday you wake up
and when you look at me
with hate in your eyes
my heart breaks more
i am your biggest mistake
theres no lie about that
when i ran away from home
i should of never came back
but i thought you would be there
to scare the monster in my room
to comfort my fears
but i guess we don't always get what we want
i turned to the blade
i have my sheering wheel to hell
and now I'm here
and i have the bestest friends
that care and love me
and are trying everything
to make sure I'm okay
i don't know where to stand
its tug o war
hell and my friends
i feel i should go with my friends
but i don't know what
path,adventure, door
to walk down,smile at, unlock
all i know is this
you made me by someone
i wish i was never