For you fairy one

For you once again I attempt
to exert the perplexed feeling
that has made thou desolate and weeping
thus I wonder with what feeling you seek thee out this
glooming evening.
you have pursuit thee once again with burdened heart for consolations.
where I incapable of offering any aid
but valid advice
that would never omit what even i can not cure
though I desire to reach and comfort thee
but the distance is stronger than my desire
you think I unfaithfully have omit thou from my thought
but, fairy one, I forget not when I uttered to you.
"my time is eternal"..
though my heart is as broken as you non stop tears...
every moment I spent not knowing your position, torments thee exceedingly...

forgive thee if thou can
and know that i live in thou thoughts and in those tears brake to sooth you....

""dedicated to my little fairy,,,though it has been very long time since i have written, but now i could not when i know some one needs thy aid. i know I'm no help but i sincerely with that i could do something to replay for what i received, and that is more than i could ever do..
my situation does not allow thee to seek you comfort....."'