I'm sorry

I sit alone in the dark
With a bullet and a gun
Running my fingers around and around
Over the gold casing

Thoughts are haunting the silence I hoped for
I long for them to go away
Then I would be able to die
And end this torture called life

It may hurt you at first
You may be sad and cry
But don't worry about the pain
You will soon forget me

And don't blame yourself
You helped me get through a lot
You were there for me when I needed you
And I thank you

You made my last few days on earth special
Made living worthwhile
But it wasn't enough to keep me alive
I'm sorry for that

So please forgive me
For leaving you behind
And trust that I love you
And that I'm watching over you tonight