Secret Lies of the Forbidden Truth

I feel so happy i smile in the rain
This feeling inside me is building again,
One touch from him makes me forget what he's done,
My mind goes blank, and out comes the Sun,
The drum inside me beats against his chest,
and i feel that i'm the one he loves best.

We start to kiss softly, on the lips a first,
but gradually i know i'm about to burst,
His hands are lingering, a moan fills the air,
and down my cheek glistens a tear,
He pulls away and asks me what's wrong,
I say I'm fine, just carry on,
He hesitates first, then we're at it together,
Pushing softly against each other,
On top of me now, he's entered inside,
Now as one, there's nothing to hide.

Eventually we stop, seperate real quick,
It started so fast, now reality hits,
We dress silently and when we're through,
He comes up to me and says, " I love you",
We know this shouldn't have happened, kiss goodbye,
and now I'm getting married to some other guy,

I will live my life as a secret lie.
I will die my life as a secret lie.