As I lie here on my death bed now
I think of all the things I never said,
feelings and emotions clutter my heart
as the pain gets deeper of a love never had,
I still remember the 1st day we met
Day 1 the last class of the day,
as you walked into the room my eyes locked
I can honestly say I fell for you that day,
But that was years ago from today
as I lie here writing on this page,
trying to put these feelings into words
but I'm working myself into a rage,
I'm upset because I've waited too long
to say how I really feel for you,
now that my life is fading away
I write to you the truth,
I respect you in every way possible
and love you on every level,
to be with you is what I've wanted
but likewise feelings didn't develop,
Your my inspiration to live life
our chemistry runs through my veins,
as the truth is coming out
I tell you of all the pain,
Of loving you when you loved someone else
and being left feeling sadness,
but I was happy as long as you were
I wouldn't dare jeopardize your happiness,
As the tears blot this paper
making the ink run around,
of all the wonderful memories we had together
I die with a smile not a frown,
So much is being lifted
off my chest of years of holding back,
I slip away from this world
but know that this angel's watching your back,
I say to you my final farewell
I'm off to a place thats better,
I leave you my loving heart
for this will be my last letter!
