Why did you leave me here to go through life myself

Why did you risk your life that night?
i thought we were like brother and sister?
now you cant be at my wedding,
you left me here to go through life myself,
we were supose to go through it together,
but i guess not because you left all of us behind,
bet you thought it was your time to go
but guess what it wasnt,
why did you have to be selfish?
i guess nobody especially me would ever
know why you did this but just hear me out
i still love you and ill be there with you when god needs another angel.

this poem was very hard to write even though it didnt come out to be what i wanted.. but please rate this