The everyday girl

Tired and bloody as i fall to to the floor
i'm sorry i wasn't stornger but i just couldn't take any more
tears frozen in my eyes that have a cold blank stair
my mouth uttering words but no one was there
i did not have a gave affect on the world
i was just your normal ordinary everday girl
i did not change peoples lives i never accomplished shit
and now i found as i'm drowning on the inside that this is it
no one was here to here my last words most won't care that i'm dead
no one can save a girl's life with words left unsaid
i did the world a favor life will go on
nothing will change just because i'm gone
my name was not in the papers my picture wasn't on the news
parents were to afaird of being accused of abuse
to most people i was a mistfit and there for them to enjoy
to my family i was mearly a rag doll and a play toy
screats hiden behide happy smiles falling apart when i was alone
living happy lies everyday so people wouldn't find out about my hell like home
a cheap furnel for a lost cause barely anyone came
a broken body shoved into a wooden box a tome sone with only a name
way to many words left unsiad too many tears not cried
hated by everyone in the world for commiting suicide

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