Here I am kneeling on my knees in pain agian
I feel all the suffering of my fractored heart with in.
A hurricane of emotions erupting down in the pits of my soul.
Theres so much I keep to myself, never letting anyone else know.
Why is it walking away is a path I find myself unable to choose.
I just can not find the strength to walk away from you.
I bite my lips till blood begins to rush, just to keep from saying all the things I hate that you do.
Perhaps its because I long to feel your touch, Maybe because I believe every lie you tell me to be truth.
I may never know why I carry on.
Perhaps it just because with pain, I feel as though apart of me is strong.
I tried to take more than I could endour.
Yet I know it will kill me if I do this anymore.
I continually let you in, expecting a new out come.
But now I have learned to tell when I am truly done.
For now its time I walk away, I will not be the same tomorrow as I was today.
Its time for me to change, to finally break my chain.
So if you want to help me, you will just let me walk away.
I have to move on now, this is not my place.
I will finally break the cycle, I have finally broke the chain.
