Blood shot eyes, blood stained wrist

Are you supposed to stop this pain?
Be here for me when ever you can.
Isnt that what a brother should do?
Protect me from people like you?

Your only hurting me
Your not my brother it just cant be
Remember when you cared?
When you were always there?

Thats because you were never
Could you care for anyone, ever?
How can you hurt someone like this?
Wont you regret the birthdays youll miss?

Failed to see you made me hurt
You werent good, treated me like dirt
A brother, a dad ,you avoided it all
Just to stand there and watch me fall

Blood shot eyes, blood stained wrist
cant come back to change what youve missed
The lies, the fights, the tears, the names
All things youve done you wont claim

Youll never change you broke my heart
You never were there even from the start
To come back wont be good for you
You left and you said thats all you could do

Your killing me from the inside out
Left me with nothing but to cry and pout
I cant trust you anymore your not a friend
A hand that I couldnt reach you to lend