Wow, very powerful and unique. The choice of words in is excellent, and you created amazing atmosphere through the poem. Whole piece is greatly written, with vivid imagery in it.
My favorite stanza is:

-For the whispers are what I strain to hear
In between the monotonous shouts
Tempting me with words of hate
Self Pity and Self Doubt-

The title of the poem is very captivating, and the ending is so powerful.
Truly well done, great job on this one.
5/5 from me