This is it

It all started with her
since the day she died
i was never the same
every night i layed in my bed and cried
everything around me faded
i saw and felt nothing but pain
she was my world and beyond
then i had nothing but a different change
from the very moment
she closed her eyes
i knew in my heart
she was telling me goodbye
this may not make any sense
but what ever does
those bastards will get over it
I'm standing on my own two feet for once