I lay here in bed trying with all my might to sleep. Sleep no longer comes easy to me. I feel as if i will never experience the sandman's kiss. The kiss i have have waited for for many hours. Hours that i have laid here in pain and agony. Trembling with emptiness and this unbearable pain. Wish I was Numb and no longer could feel. That i could no longer experience Love hate, hope, heartbreak, and regret. Hope that you were coming back to me. Regret that i ever loved you. Hate that you left me. I clutch my sides writhing in unbearable pain. My heart beats faster trying to escape though I don't think it will the fight with my ribcage. It fights to escaped the emptiness of my chest cavity.
