A change he cant take

Two years has past
he sits alone where the bench they use to sit on
he cries by himself now with noone there for him to hold on to
its sad because he was such a nice guy for a certain period of time
but it all ended when she left him for another guy
yes he changed, he became a monster
a cutter,liar a drugie an unstoppable disaster
emotion got into him he abandoned what he has created
his freindship his life his love he hated
all because of one gurl that destroyed his life
because she had to leave him for another guy
so now its his senior year and his reputation is gone
hes known as the monster that walks around his schools hallways that cannot move on
some say hes pathetic some says hes desperate
some says hes crazy some says hes reckless
falling in love in such a young age
he should have been patient and he would have gotten saved
he did not like what he had become but its not like he had a choice
he fell in love and couldnt get up after the hard fall
he sad because he knows hes gone insane
he cant change the past or the present
he cannot be changed