Why

When I call your number and no-one replies
I ask myself why
When I cry and the tear's don't stop
I ask myself why

Why did you go?
Why did it happen to me?
Why has God treated me so cruelly?

Have I done something wrong? Is it a punishment from above?
Why does he take away everyone who I have ever loved?
A lot of questions resolve constantly in my mind
Why aren't you here, I've waited all this time

But will you ever be with me again
Will it ever be the same
Why can't you come back
Surely I can do something

I'm trapped in my memories
My emotions suddenly rushing to be free
I want to be heard
But what would I say?

Why
Why did you go?
Why did it happen to me?
Why has God treated me so cruelly?

I just want someone to reassure me, to hold me, to make it all ok
But that's not going to bring you back to me
There are too many why's, too many what if's
Maybe I should just let it be

But I can't
But thats impossible
When all I can think about is how much I'm missing out on
I'm jealous of complete strangers laughing and smiling
Because they have got what I need

And when I think I'm rebuilding myself
Something else knocks me down
Why?
Why is it only pain my soul has found?