Have you ever felt like crying and hope that it will help
Have you realized it doesn't and this is the hand you were dealt.
Imagine waking every morning with that little lingering doubt
Imagine having to except that this is what life's about.
Is there an empty space right in the center of your heart
Is there a way to fill it in or will it stay cold in the dark
Trying to understand why things are this way
Trying to pull through and pray for a sunny day
Will there be another day as long as I shall live
Where I will receive some kind of love instead of being the one to give
I doubt it all the time I feel it will never come
I have given my all to those I love but now I think I'm done
My heart has been destroyed with nothing left to spare and that was done by the one person I loved the most in life because he didn't think I'd care
The continuous pain I feel after all this time has gone by
The faith for life is slowly fading but the wish for death is very high
Why is this happening to me why must I live in hell
To this day that is something no one has been able to tell
Do you know what it feels like when you don't want to take another breath.
I do and it brings me near that place again, the place of death.
