Waiting

I sit and I wait
A constant debate
Goes through my head
When will it end
Inevitably
You will leave me
I wait for the worst
I feel I am cursed
Destined for sorrow
Today and tomorrow
I'm afraid to think
Afraid I might jinx
If I expect the best
I'll only get less
Expect the worst
Hope for the best
Waiting for the time
When you won't be mine
Always waiting for the day
When you take your love away
Everyone does
Everyone leaves
It makes it hard
For me to believe
I sit in fear
Constant tears
that forever doesn't exist
for a love like this
I just want to know
That you'll never go
But no one ever really knows.