Ashamed I feel,
I blame the only me,
Nowhere to go,
Nothing I can do,
Luck faced down,
Life gone down below,
Thorns I spread myself,
Deserve this all,
I've lost my colours,
But no will to,
Voices are loud,
But now silent to me,
Again comes death,
In my life,
An end to me,
But not myself,
I wish the smile to come,
Maybe it is the only way out,
Just for me,
Life has played its cards,
God has played his sticks,
I have failed myself,
All I think what to do ?
