WHERE ARE YOU??

Have I felt so cold,
All day long,
Waiting to see you,
Why am I alone,
Since you've gone,
I m with no clue,
When I close my eyes,
To see you again,
I sing again,
Maybe I was dead,
But I dont really knoe,
If i am an acceptance to god,
Maybe I am lost,
I cant see no more,
What I walk on now,
Could be ahead,
I am unwilling to live,
Could you grant me this wish,
Dont kill me like this,
Theres a storm in my life,
I want to end it,
Can you help me,
I m not frightened of my rejection,
But just scared of the truth,
I' ve already lost you,
I've nothing left to me,
My life is already rejected,
All I wish is to hold you,
For one last time,
My completeness,
My path to death,
shall end..