Is life worth it all?

It's hard to tell, if life is worth all we go through,
Just take the time and look at it, even look at you,
All the trouble and miseries, the emotions and pain,
If you could go back, would you do it all again?

The things we have to do, and the things that hurt us,
I dont know how to do it; it's not worth all this fuss,
All the pain and the heartache, the bad times too,
Dont think I will last, but I hope you do.

So you can go on, and remember every day,
That things could be different, all you needed to say,
Was that you would give me the chance, to make things right,
But that didn't happen, so the noose gets more tight,

The scars on my wrist, were only the start of it,
I wanted you to help, even just a little bit,
I never thought that a chance was too much to ask,
But you looked at it, as if it was an impossible task.

So tell me why, I shouldn't end it now,
I know there is another way, but dont know how,
Is it worth it all, thats what im trying to see,
How can it, when only bad things happen to me?

I hate my life, and every thing thats me
Im sick of it, it never goes the way it should be,
You're the one, that can stop me now,
From ending my life, only you know how.