Sitting here full of loathing
of life
of light
i want to crumble
abandon this strife
search the night
ride the souls unshackled
abandoned
in this void
nobody here..
here to say i'm wrong
one slash
is all it takes
one flick of the knife
one slice of the blade
should i wait
should i bother
your never here
so how would it matter
in the end of all things
my blood runs the same
rushing and rushing
to leave my veins
i want my blood to feed the ground
my skin to melt
my flesh to decay
i will be free of all things i hate
i hate..
i cant take life theres no debate
no debate...
i will slice
i will bleed
drop down so hard
and land at your feet
ignore me now
if u can
my life so small
was all a waste
waiting for u...
for u
to realize...
to finally glimpse
but you cant see
beauty in me
the magic within my mind
u never love me
leave me alone
day after day
I'm dying so slowly
I'm writhing in vain
calling out WHY over and over again
screaming inside but...
I hide the pain
no weakness will i EVER show u.
its my time to drop
so through eternity i sleep
in a pool of blood at your feet
