Figure

I wish to change me and the person i have become
i wish to change what i see and change what i have done
blood on my hands
blood on my chest
blood on my legs
blood on my arms
i am a river of blood that flows and connects to the stream of pain
I'm a mountain that keeps the screams underneath my rough terrain
scars that will remind me that i am a figure
a figure in society that no one wants to be a part of
its sad and painful
sorrowful and disappointing
its reckless and careless and very depressing
what can you do/ nothing so let me be
a cutter a psycho a monster a blur in our society