I can fight for you and risk scaring you away...
Or I can sit here and watch you leave
I can watch you find her.
Watch me break.
There's only one ending to this story,
and that is that I lose you.
I'm just not strong enough for that.
My stomach aches, because my heart is intruding.
My eyes burn, as I constantly drown them.
Piling on the make up to hide the red,
Crying anyway... I'm scared.
You were my rock. You are my rock.
My strength and weakness.
Your absence pulls the cold air toward me,
Because your presence was what kept me alive.
All that I am, all that I ever was,
Follows the sound of your heart.
And I am to be nothing without you.
I'm scared.
But I keep reminding myself how it'll be worth it
Because you will be happy.
Without me.
But You will be happy.
That's what matters.
You're all that ever mattered.
...I'm scared.
