Its Hard To Say You mean Nothing

Its hard to lie about my feelings
even harder to hide what is there
although were over the feelings wont go away
i guess it just shows how big of an impact you made
now that were over ive got nothing but time to think
and remember how perfect everything used to be
there are so many things i miss about you
like the way you said my name
and just how cute you looked when you got mad at me
i remember walking in my room to always find you laying on my bed
you would always look up and smile
it always made my heart melt
i remember all those nights i was scared to go to sleep
scared that my past would catch up on me
scared that you would leave
you promised to always love me promised to always care
i believe all the promises you made
but sometimes i just wish you were here
there is nothing i want more in this world
then to be held in your arms
i wish that i could feel you kiss my cheek
or even hold your hand
its all these simple little things
that made you the perfect man
the fact that you wernt afraid to cry
or really show how you feel
but the thing i remember most
is being in you warm and loving arms
and knowing i was safe
i guess what im trying to say is
i find it hard to say you dont mean anything to me
when your the most important thing in my life