Ive loved and lost and thought Ive lived
Everything Ive gave is all I have to give
And emptiness is death so here I stay
Dead in my mind and soul each day
Confused as to why my hearts still beating
Sometimes it feels like despair is the only meaning
So tangled in my head that Ive come to a halt
Doesn't help much with my emotional assault
They say only the good die young,
I guess that's why I'm still getting older
These thoughts were a spark that started to smolder
but this flame didn't burn me it just made me feel colder
It's the unknowns that get me, I should have just told her
she makes me want to be myself, brave, and bolder
The truth is with her there's no weight on my shoulders
But she's gone away now, I never could control her
So I let the red out and my body feels colder
Then I lay in my mess until I forget and its over
Because only the good die young, and I'm stuck getting older.