You Dont Understand

My hands on the trigger
I can easily let it go
i can think of what youve done to me
and the feelings i could never show

look at me
these eyes are always filled with tears
im not going to punish you for your mistake
because i know you know how it feels

i know you know how it feels
to cry your self to sleep
to put on a show for everyone
and still you meet defeat

I know you know how it feels
to want the world to end
to want to rewind time
and make certain events not exist

i know you know what it likes
to be stabbed in the back
to offer someone one thing
and then lose everything u had

i know u know how it feels
when your praying on your knees
begging god to take your life
then wonder if hes really listening

i know you know how it is
when you think you have it all
you couldnt lead a better life
but even angels have to fall

i know you know how it feels
to lose everything at hand
i know you know how it feels
but you dont understand