Not Alone

Broken hearts
bleeding writst
a few of the things
i could never missed

alcohol
jimmy and coke
that s***ty lil girl
i wish i would have choked

yelling parents
worhtless cries
dating a boy
who wishes i would die

emo friends
locked in the dark
just anouther addition
to my life falling apart

mailbox empty
nothing knew
sit and wonder
if i can think things through

gun in the right hand
pills in the left
so many options
but some with greater affects

a morbid mind
raging thoughts
some will remember
some have already forgot

a dead pen
thousand words
despite the result
i wont go unheard

6ft under
the grey tomb stone
for the first time ever
i wont feel alone